07 October 2019
05: 44 am
Monday
To You Father: Abba: {Alpha n Omega-God}/ {Yahweh} {Jesus Christ}
Now Let Dis Be Another Testimony of Life {Keola}:
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Thank You Father, For Being So Gracious, And Merciful, You Never Turned Your Back On Me, Even When I Was Surving In This World {2003-2015}, You Took, Mi Young Hand As Boy And Held Me, You Held Me So Tight In Da Back Of Cab In Tulsa {2012} When I Seized Up, Father, I Am Not Going To Cry Anymore, Y Father, I Know How Much You Love Me, Your Proof Is Right There! It Dose Not Give Me #Ptsd Anymore, Y Father I Give You All Da Glory And Praise, Over And Over I Lift You Up! And Give You Da Praise For Giving Me Life! I Know I Am Loved And Blessed! And Father, When I Was Struggling With Mi Ptsd Battle in 2008 Left On Da Streets Again, Back Of Da Police Car I Was Crying So Damn Hard Father, I fogged Up Da Cruiser, Father I Was Having So Many Seizures, And Ptsd At Da Same Time, And All Da Stress May Have Caused The Seizures To Worsen, I Believe Father You Was There, Holding Me. Holding Me In Da Back Of That Police Cruiser. As I Was Arrested, For Picking A Fight With Some Gas Station Worker, Who Didn't Deserve My Actions, I Was Scared And Didn't Know Where I Was And I Confused! All I Know, I Wanted Him Was To Pick Up All His Trash In His Parking Lot, So I Picked Up For Him, And Walked In His Store And Threw It All In Store, And Told Him To Pick Up His Shit! Father Forgive Me, I Was Struggling With So Many Mental Issues, Mi Ptsd{ Untreated} Epilepsy{Untreated}, Depression{ Untreated} Anxiety DisOrder-Panic Dis Order{Agoraphobia}{Untreated} Adhd{ Untreated} , Ocd{ Untreated}! I Sill Have Some Flashbacks From That Event, And I Know Its You, You Telling Me, Remember How Much "Cared and Loved Me" When All Odds Where Against Me. When Mi Faith Was Weak, You Still Stood In Mi Favor! Thank You Father! To God Be All Da Glory! I'm Trying Not Cry, But Father This Was A Very Traumatic Event Of My Lifetime Of My Pastime, And Yes I Still Hurts A Little Till This Day 2019! But I Know You Are Never Disappointed In Me, And I Will Never Loose Grace With You, As Long As I Keep You Number 1, I Am Your Child, And Now Your Man{36}! Father, You Healed Me, And Made Me Stand And You Changed {X} Me. You Take Pride In Me, And Father I Take Pride In You! My Relationship Is Strong, Because I Asked You To Make It Stronger, And My Faith Is Stronger, Because I Asked So Father Thank You, I Fall Down And Worship You Each And Everyday, And Discipleship Is My Focus, And I Put My Attention On You and Jesus Christ, And Not This World. You Saved Me, You Rescued Me, You Remade Me, You Set Me Free{Gay}, And Yes I Ran To You And You Ran To Me And Embraced Me Like Da {Prodigal Son} I Am, I Love You Father , With All That I Am And That I Will Ever Be! Life Is What You Made Me To Be, So Let Thy Will Be Done, Father I Will Stand On Precepts And Statutes For Its True And Good And Righteous In Thy Eye. I Stand On All Your Promises Father, Let Thy Kingdom Come. Your Healing Continues For Nalani 4 Eternity, You Said, If I Believe And Have Faith, I Can Move Mountains And Throw It Into The Sea, So I Believe It An Receive It, In Da Name Of Jesus Christ Mi Great Reedmer & Savior & Lord! As Your Gay Christian Jock Man Of 36 Alpha Leader Of Da Tauras Party I Receive It In Da Name of Jesus Christ Over 2005 In Da Name Of Jesus Christ Over 2012 In Da Name Of Jesus Christ Over 2015 In Da Name Of Jesus Christ: Mi Savior 4 Eter8ty! Amen Kp!
Alpha #Disciple Keola Nalani Kanoa Padilla Lincoln
